Our Life Has Changed...

I'm sorry I've been so silent over the past few days. We've, as you are about to find out, have been dealing with an awful lot. Over the past several months, we have witnessed many miracles and for that we are so thankful. The birth of our baby was even more evidence of how we have been blessed. As you know, we avoided a C-Section and our little boy came out bigger than we ever could have hoped for. And then when he cried and cried-- it was the sweetest sound I've ever heard. I just sobbed. My most beloved nurse, Liz was emotional and even Dr. Lovelace. He hugged me and said experiences like this are why he became a doctor. Every prayer uttered over the past 75 days was answered ten fold. Our son had lungs!!!!!
About an hour after the birth, the Neo-Natalogist came into our room to tell us they had seen a few signs pointing to Trisomy 21 (Down's Syndrome). So we immediately went from the highest of highs to sheer worry. A one hour ultrasound of his heart-- showed only an open flap (very common for premies-- and will likely heal on its own) and not the dreaded heart ailments usually associated with Downs. Blood was drawn and sent off for chromosome testing. We were told to expect the preliminary results on Friday with the final results coming in two weeks.
Those preliminary results came back today (Thursday) instead. And they are positive. The doctors say he has Down Syndrome and the final results will just confirm it. So as you can imagine, we are reeling with the news. We do not know how severe his Downs will be. That will be determined as he grows. We are comforted with the fact that he is not saddled with any of the huge physical challenges we had feared would come with the situation I had faced in the hospital. We are so grateful for the prayers, fasting and blessings that have worked those miracles. It has been an extremely emotional time for us-- so I hope you can understand why we have not checked emails, phone messages or been home much. We just ask that you give us some time to grapple with and adjust to what we have ahead of us. We are emotionaly exhausted and ask that you hold off calling us and instead give us time. We feel your love and know your heartfelt intentions. And we are so appreciative. We will keep you updated via the blog. It may not be every day like it was when I was hospitalized but I will keep you updated.
We already love this little boy more than we could ever express with mere words. As for his name... we had it narrowed down to two names-- but now we are not sure they fit. So we will let you know when we know. Thank you from our hearts for your continued love, prayers and support.
Lonni and Byron