Reincarnated As A Mother: Gratitude

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Gratitude

If I could only open up my soul and show each of you the piece you have personally bandaged, patched or sewn up with your words of encouragement, your virtual hugs and the love you've sent. On this Thanksgiving, I have a very full heart.
Today Kean was still uncomfortable and fussy all day. I'm either getting comfortably numb (my nod to Pink Floyd) or as is truly the case, it didn't bother me as much today because I've been so buoyed up by my friends.
People constantly tell me they don't know how I am surviving... but I know. I have a secret weapon-- my ever growing and awe inspiring group of friends. You are all like oxygen when I feel I am suffocating. Thank you, on this Thanksgiving for giving me and my family the gift of yourself. Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

Nathan Kean

AKA: Mister Miracle, Keanut and Boy Wonder! And in case you have been living under a rock and don't know his "back story"-- he's made quite a splash getting here! In May of 2009, at 24 weeks his mom went into the hospital with some pretty major pregnancy complications. I (mom) lost all of my amniotic fluid and my placenta ripped. After 11 weeks of grueling and extremely monotonous hospital bed rest-- and COUNTLESS MIRACLES-- Kean came into this world kicking and screaming (sweet sounds for a boy who was expected to have lung issues). We were surprised with the news he has Down syndrome but quickly realized we hit the jackpot with this one and his sweet spirit. After 6 1/2 weeks in intensive care (and lots of scary moments) we thought we were through with the lengthy hospital stays. But no... in July 2012 (a month before he turned 3), Kean was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia (A.L.L). Back to the hospital for another four weeks of sheer terror. Once again, were surrounded with love, support and strength and we've seen our little guy emerge as a giant-- brave, strong and inspiring. He (and we) somehow survived 1,157 days of Chemotherapy (nope, that wasn't a typo). It has been the most brutal, agonizing experience but it has also been tender and beautiful in so many ways. If you have met Kean, you will agree-- he is the sweetest little guy who has a pretty important mission to fulfill on this earth. We can't wait to see what he accomplishes in his life!